Ok imma jump in dis shit like Ray J jumped in Kim Kardashian’s TWHOT! I kinda have this problem where I mistake like and love and sometimes I slap myself for it after shit comes to light! But anyway… I’m talkin 2 someone (we’ll call em SIGMA) and shit’s going pretty good! I like the convo. because we actually talk about more than sex and it’s content is often humorous! But I have 1 fuckin concern… This mutha fucka has issues with being faithful! UGH!!!!!
Ok so we’re on the phone laughin, playin, and expresses ourselves. I mean I’m sittin here on da phone all giggly and cute… layin down gazing at da ceiling… enjoying the audio tones of Sigma (which has me melted and so interested) but it dawned on me that I only know Sigma from 1 side! So I take it upon myself to ask a series of questions to see where Sigma’s mind frame is. What is your idea of a “good” relationship? What do you want in a “boo”? What was your last relationship like? And to my fuckin surprise, some of the answers I like and agreed with and a couple i was like… Really?! As I sit there and analyze the shit that’s coming through my earpiece, I say… “I can deal with it! Maybe I can be that 1 to change Sigma’s ways”. But don’t get me twisted that’s not my goal! I’m not about to sit up here and chase after someone that doesn’t want what i have to offer! EXCUSE ME?! PLEASE!
So the convo. continues without me showing any dispositions or worries! Then Sigma says, “I haven’t been all that faithful in past relationships but maybe I’ll have to change that now”. NOW?! So you mean to tell me that you feeling me that much to make a STRONG statement like that? Then a question rolls out of them big @$* eating lips… “So what do you think about me now?”. And I kindly responded that none of what was said effected my views in a negative way but I will be careful when comes to putting my feelings in it so soon! Even though i like Sigma i’m gonna walk slowly into this thing! I’m tryin not 2 run in it full speed like a crackhead stealing a microwave of the church kitchen tryna make it to da pawn shop before the police crack his head on the got damn cement! So Sigma and I are mos def not over! Imma get that if the cardz are played right and this will not be the last blog about the infamous SIGMA!
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